Flipping through our photo albums, reliving the times we had last autumn, looking at the smile on our faces then, now turning into tears. Saying goodbye to me in a distance that I could hardly hear, missing you more than ever.

Maybe you have chosen to give up.

Maybe fate has abandoned us.

Maybe there’s no turning back.

I know it’s my fault but please do give me a reason for not loving me.
Please do not use goodbye as an excuse for the hurt that I might have caused you.
Forgive me my dear, for a promise that I will accompany you on a journey till the end of time, a promise I will hold dearly in my heart.

Even if things does not turn out the way we desire, trust that I will possess the courage to handle it.

I know that the answer to your pain lies in my promise, that you have endured and kept quiet all this while, giving me the freedom I need, slowly slipping away from my grip.

If your conclusion is to leave, please remember me…


Signing off..



If you guys are thinking that I am feeling rather emotional today, then you are wrong. This is actually an attempt at translating one of Jay’s songs..
But WTF man.. A deformed, depressing, derogatory, demeaning, lousy, super fucked up translation. No wonder John said that I cannot make the cut as a songwriter. Hahaha..

After the not so inspiring translation of “The Way You Look Tonight” a few months back, I have made a courageous attempt without my fellow producers to translate this supposedly wonderful song! If my producers are kind enough to mail me a copy of our previous work, I will be more than happy to post it up! haha..

I have an imaginary girlfriend. She appeared in my dream last night. She is a bespectacled beauty, who is 18 years of age.
Height wise, she’s about 168cm, with a fair complexion and long beautiful black tresses.
She appears to be of mixed origin and her birthday is on Feb.
I remember that she loves to sing and well.. she looks very… Bernice.. haha..

It feels so good to be home! I just went for a 3 day 2 night stay in a hospitality lodging in Singapore. Let me comment on the service aspects first.

First of all, it is FOC. I mean the accommodation and meals are all provided for.

The staff are extremely friendly, professional, serious with their work with a smile on their faces.

I had my breakfast in bed, lunch in bed and dinner in bed. How cool is that!

They changed my bedsheet everyday, replacing my towel as well. If you need their assistance, just press a button and they will appear in front of you in a minute! Genie on a bell! Haha..

Next, the scenery. Its not that bad actually, I get to see the Singapore sky and skyscrapers in my room, and the pretty staff outside. Haha..

Curious to know where is that place? Well.. that place is located in Novena and is called Tan Tock Seng Hospital.

Yup.. was admitted to TTS on Sunday. Persistent fever that just wouldn’t budge despite taking a couple of panadols. I even hit my personal best temperature of 39.7! haha..
They put me on a drip on Sunday. Extracted my blood for tests, wheeled me for a chest xray, and even took my urine sample.

After all that testing, I was diagnosed with pnenomia. I requested to be discharged on Tues coz I was feeling much better and it was BORING staying there!!! The doctor gave me another 5 days mc to recuperate at home before going back to camp.

Sigh.. think I gonna be out of course for missing one whole week of lessons.. :(

Went over to Chua Chu Kang to meet up with the ever adorable Ailing today. Cheered me up considerably. She was her usual bubbly self, hopping around and still as “auntie” as ever.
The authentic Ai Ai. Haha..

The moment I stepped out of the control station, I saw John, Baoling and the rest of the 5+1 gang waiting outside. John with his glasses and nerdy.. erm I mean decent hairstyle and Kenny looking 15 rather than 17, Huifen with her long tresses, Baoling in white sleeveless top and ailing in her auntie market wear. Haha.. Dun worry, I am not going bonkers..

With a smile on my face, I knew that I was recapturing the first time we went over to Ailing’s place, and that was 3 years ago.

That was the first day that Serene and I broke up and I was feeling rather depressed.

That was the first time I found out that Baoling loved eggs, and saw her swallowing a whole egg yolk that was in her ban mian.

That was the first time Baoling and I listened to Jolin’s “wo zhi dao ni heng nan guo” together.

That was the first time John broke Felix’s nose.

That was the first time Gobby scratched John’s face.

That was the first time I tried my hand at spaghetti, and it turned out to be mee goreng with meatball instead!


Sigh.. I really miss those days. Projects up to our necks, full of crap during meetings, slacking after school, lazing in student lounge, ktv etc.

Most importantly, I miss 5+1..

Height: 165-168cm

Weight: 45kg at least

Age: 19-21 yrs old

Appearance:

-Slightly tanned,
-Short hair,
-Big eyes,
-Preferably wearing specs made of plastic frames,
-“Vampire” teeth with a killer smile to boot.
-Just a B will do, thank you very much.

Occupation: Hospitality Industry

Interests:

-Appreciates food and wine
-Cooking
-Dry swimming
-Occasional beach goer
-Loves to read
-Watch movies

Personality:

-Independent
-Intelligent
-Honest
-Natural

Anyone who is interested may drop Roger a note at rogertan_05@hotmail.com or contact him at 9456****. Alternatively, you can also drop by his house at the following address.
Blk XXX Serangoon Ave 4, #XX-XX, Singapore 550XXX.



*Pls consult your parents if you are below 21 years of age.