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Wednesday, July 06, 2005, 23:31

They say when you are in a foul mood, nothing goes well for you. Tha is true I realized. Hasn’t been in the best of mood lately and my luck isn’t exactly helping me. Starting to get busy in camp, (that is good in a way) and my weekend duties are looming near. This week in fact. I went for a soccer session yesterday which I regretted. I played like crap! Worse than that I think! Argh.. It is not only me I guess, with a few of my friends in a similar predicament. Anyway, just to sidetrack a bit. My friend told me this story which I am going to keep it short and sweet.

The girl- smart and intelligent, cute, photo crazy, silly at times and sweet. Just like a little princess.

This friend of mine is an idiot. He is always so passive when it comes to affairs of the heart. Although he has changed to become more determined and confident, he still cannot get rid of his uncertainly and lack of confidence in relationships. He will back off when he realizes that he is getting too close to another girl. That was until he met her. Although he has known her for only a short period of time, he found himself gradually falling for her, reasons unknown. He believes she knows that, but her forte is acting blur and avoiding issues. He wants to get to know her better and to understand her, but he found it almost impossible to break down her barrier. There were a few times that he came close to confession, to tell her a simple “I like you”. But being the wimp that he has always been, the words just could not flow. He has been extremely sweet and sincere to her. Baking her cookies, walking her home, always lending a helping hand whenever she needs it and even getting her medication when she wasn’t feeling well. Although I did say that he is idiotic, but he is certainly not dumb. He knows that there is someone she likes and he is not asking her to accept him now. He just wants a chance because he is confident that over time, the girl will actually realize that he is much better and suitable for her. This friend of mine is not afraid of rejection, but the last thing he wants is to be ignored and avoided. Buck up my friend.

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