I still remember watching the movie 'Sliding Doors' starring Gwyneth Paltrow when I was in Secondary school. She is Helen, a PR personnel who had just been sacked. She is returning home when time reverses itself for a few seconds and a second version of herself is created. 2 scenarios then occur. One in which she catches the train home and the other which she misses the train. In the first scenario, she met James, returned home to find her boyfriend screwing his ex girlfriend and subsequently ended up with James. In the second scenario, she got mugged, went to hospital and eventually arriving home to find her boyfriend in the shower alone. She even ended up taking 2 jobs to support her bastard boyfriend who continued to cheat on her.

I often imagine how life will turn out if I make a split second decision. Would things turn out better or worse? If I had decided to go JC instead of poly, what will I be like? Who will I become? I am really happy to have my friends with me throughout all these years. They are my many pillars of support and they bring back fond memories. Having said that, there are times when I got hurt by others and felt depressed. Would things be different if I had chosen another path? It's both contradicting and conflicting.

However, what I have is sufficient to compensate for what I lack. If I do not have this unbelievably crazy bunch of friends, many things would not be possible. 5 + 1 would merely be a myth. Kenny would not have roped me into Zoosh and I might not even know the existence of Susan, Hazel and many others. I might not know how to play mahjong, I might not how to hold a mike as well as Tammy and I might not even know who's Jay Chou! That was exaggerated, but you get my point.

It has been some time since I last blogged. I seem to have difficultly stringing proper sentences nowadays. The worst thing is, I am having the insomnia bug. I think I slept like, an average of 4 hours a day for the past few days? Whatever. Shall blog again when I feel like it..